And the Fun Begins...

I've Been going nuts waiting to see about the sonogram... I'll make it though, I have
5 more days!!!

Today has been bad... very queasy all day and have diahrrea bad today... not sure if i'm sick or not. I do know that I am EXTREMELY tired... I nap just about every day after work and today feels like the worst. I have wanted to sleep all day. It could be because I dont feel well though.

The doctor also switched my meds about a week and a half ago. He put me on 300mg of Welbutrin XL once a day to see if it would work and I have had about 12 panic/anxiety attacks in the last week and a half and man do they suck. I get this flutter in my heart and a pain in my chest and a but lump feeling in my throat... I think he really needs to up my meds to the 450mg once a day. Oh and talk about moody... I have been really emotional and moody lately too... Jon is going to go for a ride during this pregnancy... I hope he is up for it! I know he loves me though and he wants this baby as much as me so he will work through it with me. I hope...