Back on THE EMotional ROLLER coaster

Well I tried to post this the other day and the internet was not on my side. I guess it's a good thing because I need to update today anyway... Well starting on Monday this week I think my body decided to take another ride on the Emotional Roller Coaster from HELL! I have been so emotional all week and crying and I feel like I did in the first trimester. There isnt much I can do but deal with it...

So I'll just have to keep my hands and feet inside the car at all times until the ride comes to a complete stop.

Now we come to today and the loveliness that it is... I'm in so much pain today. My hips/top of the butt area hurts so bad I can barely even walk. I want to cry it hurts to bad. Luckily I have only had a few morning sickness moments but I have had ungodly heartburn that started last night. It's so painful, my entire chest and even my shoulder hurt and the top of my stomach all the way across my belly. I sear I was going to call the fire department to come and put the flames out!! I've been eating Tums but, ya know, how many gross chalky things can you eat before you want to throw up! I know I'm really complaining today but IT HURTS!!! I just want to go home and lay down.

I did find out a good thing for people like me. It is ok to breastfeed while on Wellbutrin and other antidepressants. I really didnt know that and thought I couldnt because of them. I have been considering it and I'm not sure I could handle it. I'm going to have to do a lot more thinking and really trying to work through the issues that I have with it before I make a decision to or not. It's still a great thing that the oppurtunity is there!! That I'm thrilled about!

Well since I feel so horrible today I'm cutting this short. We have our next appointment on April 6th (the day before my birthday) and we will be getting another ultrasound and getting our check up. We've decided to take a trip to Michigan next weekend as well so we'll be leaving Wednesday night to go spend some time with the family. It should be relaxing I hope...