Do You Ever Really "Get Used To It"?

Well for the last week I have not been able to sleep at all... I have probably gotten 8 hours of sleep all week!I have been very dysphoric as well all week and extremely emotional and moody. It seems like I'm not taking my meds. I'm crying for no reason, and very "touchy", I get upset easily.

This morning sickness is just getting worse and worse it seems. Last night was horrible, we have come down to a few things that "cause" it or make it worse. Moving around... like bumps in the car and stuff like that. Like motion sickness in a way. Also strong smells... but there isnt a specific smell that makes it happen, just depends on the smell I'm smelling lol. The other thing that makes the morning sickness worse is getting hungry!! I have to eat something just about every two hours. If I start to get hungry, I start to get sick. I have been drinking lots of Diet Ginger Ale to help ease my tummy. I just cant get myself to eat crackers and dry stuff... my body just doesnt want it. Fruit is great stuff, my body really wants fruit! I'm not craving fruit, it's just what a prefer over something dry. Not that the fruit helps with the morning sickness but it's all good.

I'm still tired but I'm getting used to it I guess...