Doctor Calling...

Well talk about hormones!! Good lord! I have been crying for most of the day for the last three days. Not fun at all, I tell ya! It's been very rough for me thatlast few days. I'm assuming that the reason my emotions are flaring is because myhormones are adjusting and fluctuating. The Dr says that somewhere between last week and next week my placenta is forming and taking over production of progesterone for the baby. So I finally get to stop taking my suppositories this coming Wednesday, I hope, so thats at least one good thing.

I went on Thursday for all those blood tests and my 1 hour Glucose Tolerance Test. Then we left and went away Thursday and didnt get home until Friday evening at about 7pm. When we got home there were two messages on my answering machine from the Dr's office telling me to call them. I'm just worried now and wondering why they are calling and what the problem is. Kinda doesnt help with the mental issues I'm already having. I think the therapy is working for me too but it's a pain in the ass when I cant stop thinking about all the terrible things that have happened to me and how my mother was screwed up herself and made me the messed up person I am. It really scares me to think that I could (and more than likely will) screw up my child. I feel like I am going to be a failure... ah well... anyway, We are going to New York City on Monday and Tuesday so I will have to call the Dr from my cell to see what they wanted to talk to me about. I just wonder if my hormone levels or my sugar levels are all out of whack. We'll see though!