Not so Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood

Well Sunday was Mother's Day and I had a nice day. Jon ordered flowers for me from the baby, he had them write out a card that said something like 'I know your going to be a great mommy since you already take good care of me, Love Kaitlyn'. It is beautiful, he ordered a pink piggy bank with all pink little roses in it. I cried when I read the card. I really am a mommy... I mean I know she is still in the womb but it's still such an amazing feeling to know that my dream is coming true. One of the things I have wanted my entire life is actually happening! Anyway, then Jon took me out to dinner that night and we enjoyed spending the day together.

That night when we went to bed I was having a rough time trying to get to sleep. My hips started to burn so bad while I was laying there and I was getting some pains in my cervix area... they kind of felt like a poking feeling. I had a horrible headache as well, that caffiene and tylenol did NOT help at all. Generally I wasnt feeling all that well in the stomach area either and well I had a couple of loose bowel movements (who really wanted to know that?). Anyway, then I woke up on Tuesday feeling horrible! I had the worst morning sickness - the kind where walking makes you sick! I just really felt bad all over... it just felt like a really off day. Now I'm not sure if it was something I ate for dinner sunday or a growth spurt or what but it was something. One of the girls at work said to me that it looked like I had "dropped" although I'm not sure... I dont see myself like they do I guess.

I'm feeling a bit better in regards to the morning sickness today however my bones in my pelvic area feel almost broken in there. I have had terrible heartburn all day too and I'm just tense and stressed feeling. I shouldnt feel so stressed but being in pain like I am and everything it makes me tense up my muscles.

Well we have another appointment next week with the Dr and we will talk about all this stuff and of course I'm going to be asking about going part time at work. I think it would really help me and how much I hurt and my stress level. I guess we'll see how I'm feeling over the next week or so.